Omg, i totally know what you mean~! I feel exact same! If i posted any stuff like this on fb, i feel as if people would judge me harsly and think it's not normal ;A; but on here, i feel like i can be myself!
Have someone like your mom cut them for you, it only takes 5 minutes. Or go to the salon, just make sure you stay still when they trim your ends or they could wind up choppy xc
