PuriCute

So here's a continuation on the current boyfriend situation...I have come to realize that no matter who I date I will never be fully satisfied...sadly enough my last was truly the one I wanted and had hoped we'd last but alas, we were married for several years and have come to an end. I do miss him a lot but by now it is way too late to think of regrets and what would have been. For now I have come to terms with what shall be and what I will make of this life.

I will prevail.
Listening to: Midtown-Give it up
Eating: cookies

In the past few days it has been raining, and when it's not raining there's droplets here and there, now and again. It's not the rain I mind, oh no, on the contrary...I happen to enjoy it's arrival and "unwelcome" stay, it's actually the people around me complaining about said rain. I mean really? Whine about not having enough change in the weather and soon as showers come they complain about it being way overdue and way too gloomy, right, cause that makes sense amirite? People. Sheesh.
On another note, the rainclouds may seem gloomy and the atmosphere appears to be the least inviting but, Jason and I are getting closer as ever! It has been about 6 mos now I believe....I am hoping and praying that this one lasts because it feels real, it does, and I already love him so much. Real love doesn't fade right? Here's to hoping.
I'm a mess :/

Listening to: White nights by Oh Land
Feeling: Sick :s

I've found my ideal man...we've been dating quite awhile now. From previous relationships I've learned to keep my guard up...but it never works. I just hope he doesn't send me falling down as the others have.

Gosh, love is so tough :/

Listening to: Annette Hanshaw

So I'm learning how to rave dance xD...albeit, I'm not going to any raves soon but in the slight chance that I might...learning doesn't harm, right?...riiight?? xDD
It's harder than I thought...plus me lacking a rhythm to begin with is making it impossible to learn...BUT I SHALL TRIUMPH!!!
On another note: I've grown to like my exs roomie...I know, I know, horrible-ness. I guess I just fall for the wrong people, or fall to fast, or just fall easily in general. But all in all he's a great guy. We've been dating for a 2 months now...lol. I move on fast when one hurts me. Although I didn't think it'd be this fast :/ hmmm...maybe I should start not dating. >.> Oh well, eff it. We only live once, and love seldom lasts when you're holding back. Don't be afraid.
Let us...begin :3

Listening to: Deadmau5
Txting: Some stranger I met at my friends party.

In other news: I might be getting my first tattoo, which is this lil guy on the inside of my wrist, nice and tiny. Resembling not only the year I was born in, (chinese zodiac) but my love for anime :3
I'm not sure about keeping him white or if i should make it an outline? or just completely blacked out...anywho, this'll be tattoo number one of the many I intend on having. Well, not a lot, just about 4? ^^;